i was born not to study on weekend.

ok

sy pemalas

sy admit

aiihh!!

benci~

ade x pil yg leh boost kerajenan seseorg?

i need it badly!!!

kejamnya manusia kan?

yes.

the title actually refers to me.

ak sangat2 stress sbb terpilih ntk mock exam.

it's in very short notice and i have to cramp myself with miscellaneous books

from paeds,ortho,medicine,surgery,psych.

i pray hard to do well for this mock exam.

or at least, i can do something instead of get stunned doing nothing during exam

yes, allhamdulilah. allah did grant my prayers.

i did not stunned during exam. i didn't say i did well.

at least, i did something descent.haha. i hope so..:P

n suddenly, baru ak sedar,

yang ak bising2, stress2 ntk mock exam

sebnarnye allah da plan something

sbb die tau yg aku ade lah sorg yg perlukn stress tu ntk gerak

ntk belajar.ntk berusaha.

nadiah, wake up!

yang kita nak tu, tak semesti baik ntk kite.

yang kita x nak tu, tak semestinye xbaik ntk kite.

ya allah. semoga aku sentiasa menjadi hambamu yg istiqamah, bukan yang hanya berdoa apabila ku perlukan mu..

nota kaki: ketok pale sendri bile sedar yg diri ni byk betol celanye..

apa itu mock exam?

i think my life is pretty hectic these days.

or am i very bad at managing my time?

i'm not sure whether i had accomplish my targets

what i knew that time does flies so damn fast

and i'm still standing here doing absolutely nothing

i am still unable to ask certain questions by the doctors

or even though i knew the answer right inside my head

but, it is somehow refuses to came out of my mouth

@#%&*!!@@*..

i'm choosen for mock exam!!!!!!

crap!

:(

nota kaki: plizzzz dun make fun of me if i'm stunned during mock exam

ya allah.

bantulah hambamu ini

mungkin ada hikmah di sebalik kejadian ni..

think positive!

saye mau itu!!

my current wishlist



but i want it in brown!

ari2 g mid, somehow tinggal display stock aje!

aihhhhhhhh~~

oh duit!

sila berjimat cermat

yuran semester ni x byr lagi

jgn shopping2

jgn berpoye2

jgn perasan ko tu byk duit

sekian

terime kaseh!!

nota kaki: ade x mane2 sugar daddy nak sponsor sy? haha!!

oh tidaak!!

"ko nie kasar ar"

"ala ko xpe, ko ganas"

"xpe, ko ilek2 je. x control. leh je slambe depan ko."

ape prasaan korg eh kalo org ckp cam2?

siyesly ak mmg bkn pompuan lmah lembut sopan santun

tp xde la ak ni smpi ganas2 sgt kan

huuhu2..

sebnarnye xkesah pn org ckp cam2 kat ak

siyes. ak xkesah langsong.

ak kesah if org ckp ak ni kasar n brutal kat incik ak

hoho..takot die x suke denga.

weeeee...

ah.xseswai imej ak sebagai gadis ayu lemah lembut sopan santun. wooottt...

nota kaki: tp depan bakal mak/ayah mertua kene la berlakon sket x? haha!

my fellow colleagues =)

Smile, though your heart is aching
Smile, even though it's breaking
When there are clouds in the sky
You'll get by...

If you smile
Through your fear and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just smile...

That's the time you must keep on trying
Smile, what's the use of crying
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just smile

life is tough rite?

to my colleague, to the final yr med students.

just smile. and it will ease ur pain.

it is a hard time for us.

studies.on call. procedures. covering beds. mini cex.

but eventually, it is all worth it..kan?

wlpn da jrg2 sgt jumpe yg x same posting,

i'm sure all of u are doing fine.

good luck. and don't ever give up.

an advice for me too.

slowly becoming demotivated.

better do something before it's too late!



p/s: postpaid celcom ngongs! asek ade problem je! huh!!